OK OK OK sorry for not writing in awhile... I'm going to try to get on here more.
So there is this dream that I have been having for some time now. It never really starts the same but I always end up at a mansion that is.. well I don't know... haunted, possessed, I don't know. One time I got it through some crazy inheritance (which I also think is a Steve Guttenberg movie, but that's another story). Another time I won it some how.. anyway..
So this dream started out with me and a bunch of people walking thought the woods. I think this part came from an episode of supernatural I was watching. They were in the woods. So it was me and some people from school, old friends, my wife.. we were all going down this path, and it didn't start out like a nightmare.. you can usually tell "shit I'm in a nightmare, somethings going to happen." We were all just laughing and hanging out walking down this path in a forest. We then come to a cabin... it's a large cabin and happens to be in the middle of the path. At first we aren't sure what to do because we want to go around it but we don't want to into the place that wasn't ours. We then decide that we will just go through it and explain it if we need too. We open up and there are people sleeping everywhere. We all try to be as quiet as possible so we can get through and not bother anyone. So we are all going as slow and quiet as possible. It's weird though cuz they weren't dead but as still as if they were. So as we are maneuvering our way through the people this place slowly seems to becoming larger. It should have been very quick to get through this cabin. I suddenly get this vibe pulling me into a certain direction. I tell everyone to keep going and I will catch up. As I walk through the door into another room I go into that tunnel vision and realize that I'm now in that mansion. All I can hear is my own breath. There is is creaking noises around the room. I'm paralyzed. I try to run or move but I can't. I can't do anything. All I can hear is my breath and the creaking getting louder. Things begin to float around the room. I'm pushed to the ground very violently.. now laying on my back still unable to move. I try to scream and nothing comes out I can hear my breath.. I try to talk in a normal tone and I can. "What do you want, what are you?" I get out.. I'm feeling very oppressed. Nothing answers me.. I can't explain the feeling.. absolutely helpless. I can feel there is something there in the darkness. Watching me, controlling me. I then think since I can speak I should try to speak as loud as I can.. maybe someone can hear me and help. I begin to say HEY, louder and louder then finally I say it loud enough that I yell out loud and wake myself and Danielle. It was crazy.. It's never got that far. In the others I get to that part of the house and I feel something there.. it's more powerful than a ghost or spirit and I am instantly have overwhelming fear when I get to this room. I dunno.. it's messed up, part of me wants to keep having it since it's progressing, but at the same time, it's sooo scary..
~Dog
So I've read this over and over again trying to think what it could mean. I think I would let it try and progress further if you can to see what else you can get out of it.
ReplyDeletePartly though I think it's kind of literal, that whatever it is your trying to strive for you can't do it alone and let people go ahead of you. You are alone in something and it just appears so much bigger (maybe complicated) then what it really could be. Or.. maybe the getting pushed down is someone seeing your progression and is trying to hold you back from succeeding, but you don't know who or what it is. The fact that you think you should have been able to get through quickly and you don't maybe indicates that you need the help to progress forward. The sleeping people maybe represent that there are some of the "wrong" type of people in your life that aren't helping you at all.
I dunno, but I have ideas floating around in my head and I don't know if this resinates at all--I'm just trying to think-- what is like a huge goal that you're trying to work towards right now and what is holding you back from it? Who?
Anyway... I love reading other people's dreams. Makes me feel not so alone in my crazy dream world!