Had a good B-Day! Took the kids to the park / pool and they loved it. We had a nice little picnic and the kids played in the water. Then we went back and had an awesome BBQ with Steak and cheesecake! Gotta say, could not have been better. Thanks to my wife and the fams for putting everything on!
~ Dog
Monday, July 26, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Friday July 23rd!
What's up guys?? Hows things going with ya'll? It's the weekend and I can't wait... cuz it's my B-Day on Sunday!! I expect the presents will be arriving soon? Sweet. So yeah I put up some more lyric/poems that I have been writing over the past 10 years or so. I hope you like. Let me know, leave some comments. Same goes with movies or music you want to know about or have some opinions on. I have an xbox night planned for Saturday night with my boys.. if you want to get in on the action my tag is TheFearAgenda .. didn't see that coming did ya. I think I'm going to have to get a web cam and start Vlogging.. might be the best way to get subs.. and that doesn't mean I wont do this too.. writing is my passion. Thanks for reading!
~Dog
~Dog
Burning Ash
It's in the air, the stench of death,
Wasted youth drips from your breath,
Turned around, flipped upside down,
Everything sleeps, inside the ground,
And down below, it fucking grows,
Yeah! Growing deep in the sin,
Yeah! It's breaching the skin,
Yeah! Heart of glass, ribs of tin,
Coiled burning ash left within...
Fever turning, body shaking,
This could be the last breath I'm taking,
Knees weak, wrists break,
How much more will I take?
No one knows, but down below, It fucking grows,
Yeah! Growing deep in the sin,
Yeah! It's breaching the skin,
Yeah! Heart of glass, ribs of tin,
Coiled burning ash left within...
Finally snapped, breaking out, repent? I doubt it,
Can't give a shit, slit wrist, shot gun hate,
Filter ripped, spitting blood, Time to get ready for the flood,
1,2 Where to go? Down below... it fucking grows!
Wasted youth drips from your breath,
Turned around, flipped upside down,
Everything sleeps, inside the ground,
And down below, it fucking grows,
Yeah! Growing deep in the sin,
Yeah! It's breaching the skin,
Yeah! Heart of glass, ribs of tin,
Coiled burning ash left within...
Fever turning, body shaking,
This could be the last breath I'm taking,
Knees weak, wrists break,
How much more will I take?
No one knows, but down below, It fucking grows,
Yeah! Growing deep in the sin,
Yeah! It's breaching the skin,
Yeah! Heart of glass, ribs of tin,
Coiled burning ash left within...
Finally snapped, breaking out, repent? I doubt it,
Can't give a shit, slit wrist, shot gun hate,
Filter ripped, spitting blood, Time to get ready for the flood,
1,2 Where to go? Down below... it fucking grows!
Lost Soul
I'm tired & broken, no one knows me,
This is empty, And so are you,
Feelings not growing, passion exploding,
This is twisted, And so am I,
Silent escape, this wretched place,
This is cold, And now so are you,
Vapor snaps, these words my clutch,
This is dead, And so am I
Blood lust lurks outside the door,
Melting pot of rot, right through the core,
This poor lost soul can't find it's home,
Buried six feet deep, with his name on a stone!
Faceless ghost, mindless ghoul,
This is the unseen, And so are you,
Hands are shaking, eyes are blurring,
This is silent, And so am I
What's this feeling taking over?
PAIN, DISTRUST, DISCOMFORT!
What is happening to me?
RAGE, AFTERMATH, LIAR!
LIAR LIAR...can anyone save me?
This is empty, And so are you,
Feelings not growing, passion exploding,
This is twisted, And so am I,
Silent escape, this wretched place,
This is cold, And now so are you,
Vapor snaps, these words my clutch,
This is dead, And so am I
Blood lust lurks outside the door,
Melting pot of rot, right through the core,
This poor lost soul can't find it's home,
Buried six feet deep, with his name on a stone!
Faceless ghost, mindless ghoul,
This is the unseen, And so are you,
Hands are shaking, eyes are blurring,
This is silent, And so am I
What's this feeling taking over?
PAIN, DISTRUST, DISCOMFORT!
What is happening to me?
RAGE, AFTERMATH, LIAR!
LIAR LIAR...can anyone save me?
Speak All Evil
Full blown hatred seeing out of every pore,
Shut your fucking mouth while I even the score,
Piece by piece breakdown your kingdom,
Freight train of pain rolls on through crushing YOU!
Kick down the door then kick in your teeth,
Respect is earned and you're not keeping peace,
Cripple your body like you crippled my trust,
Skull to pavement = boot set to crush
You didn't think it would come back to me?
Fuck you and your distorted reality,
Wasted youth, wasted talent, wasted life,
I'm living better with my baby & wife,
Forgiveness is a thing of the past,
Now you find yourself out on your ass!
Deep set pain and soul inprisionment,
Ignorance is bliss, now that your living it,
Two ways to get high, you're taken the wrong path,
You should have known it wouldn't last!
Silence, don't say a fucking word,
Rambling on and mouth is blurred,
Poison shooting as you talk,
No longer will it put my body in shock!
NOW SILENCE
Shut your fucking mouth while I even the score,
Piece by piece breakdown your kingdom,
Freight train of pain rolls on through crushing YOU!
Kick down the door then kick in your teeth,
Respect is earned and you're not keeping peace,
Cripple your body like you crippled my trust,
Skull to pavement = boot set to crush
You didn't think it would come back to me?
Fuck you and your distorted reality,
Wasted youth, wasted talent, wasted life,
I'm living better with my baby & wife,
Forgiveness is a thing of the past,
Now you find yourself out on your ass!
Deep set pain and soul inprisionment,
Ignorance is bliss, now that your living it,
Two ways to get high, you're taken the wrong path,
You should have known it wouldn't last!
Silence, don't say a fucking word,
Rambling on and mouth is blurred,
Poison shooting as you talk,
No longer will it put my body in shock!
NOW SILENCE
L.S.W. (Love Shot Wound)
Come on breathe!
Your love it hits me,
Shredding all my vitals,
Bending my out look,
Twisting my reality,
Kisses, make me, forget just, who I am,
No longer, broken man,
Parasite of shit can't breathe,
Get your fucking head up!
My Demons are burning!
My vision no longer clear, L.S.W shredding tears,
Puddles growing all around, knee deep and may drown!
I'm breathing death all day,
Time to sow the threads of this sin,
I focus on the pain,
Never fully giving in,
LOVE SHOT WOUND!
I am the pouring rain,
I want inside your prayers!
This pain is burning, this day becoming night,
Tattered, unwilling, feelings to take flight,
Heart beating, loves bleeding...
Your love it hits me,
Shredding all my vitals,
Bending my out look,
Twisting my reality,
Kisses, make me, forget just, who I am,
No longer, broken man,
Parasite of shit can't breathe,
Get your fucking head up!
My Demons are burning!
My vision no longer clear, L.S.W shredding tears,
Puddles growing all around, knee deep and may drown!
I'm breathing death all day,
Time to sow the threads of this sin,
I focus on the pain,
Never fully giving in,
LOVE SHOT WOUND!
I am the pouring rain,
I want inside your prayers!
This pain is burning, this day becoming night,
Tattered, unwilling, feelings to take flight,
Heart beating, loves bleeding...
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Movies - Review for the past couple weeks #3
Here's the latest list of flicks I have seen. Some actually really good ones. Make sure you check them out. Hit me with a comment on any of these with your opinions or movies you think I would like. For some of these the less I wrote means the more I liked them and didn't want to give anything away. Thanks!
~Dog
Carriers – Well... this movie is friggin’ depressing. There is one part where I actually teared up. Even thinking of it now is giving me a lump in my throat. Now this part to normal people I’m sure won’t make you think the way I do. And I’m not going to go into detail about it, but it was difficult for me to watch. The movie in a whole is pretty good; I mean it’s entertaining enough to keep you watching. But if you are like me I ALWAYS put myself into the movie and with this one... no thank you. Feeling alone like that would be worse than death.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carriers_%28film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwH4bxNK8Os
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ZMD: Zombies of Mass Destruction – Not a lot I can say about this one. It’s along the same vein of “Shaun of the Dead”. You have a zombie/comedy. It’s pretty funny. Kinda a kool concept with it being a terror type attack. In my opinion, there is no such thing as a bad zombie movie. The cheesier the better I say!
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ZMD:_Zombies_of_Mass_Destruction_%28film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7fudSMOva4
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Someone’s Knocking At The Door – Now this one was wild man. It’s a totally throw back to the old grindhouse flicks. It’s in and out, you honestly feel like you are on drugs while you are watching this movie. What’s real? What’s not? WHO KNOWS! I don’t even know if this film is out yet. I got a copy passed along to me, so I checked it out. It’s not bad. The start is kinda slow and it almost lost me. Just as I was about to turn it off it started getting better. The sound editing is off. The music is too loud; there are sections where I couldn’t hear the dialog. Which might have been what the director was going for, OR it is simply an unmastered copy that ended up in my hands. It’s worth watching, but it’s very weird... I want to say it’s original, but like I said it’s really got the old gore flavour.
Wiki: None yet.
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8Ltdi0Bnu8
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Push – I know that this came out last year, and I hummed and hawed about watching it. I wish I hadn’t waited. I love movies like this. Ones where there are people with powers and abilities that are way kooler than what we got going on. Plus it has a 15 year old Dakota Fanning and the dude that played the Human Torch. I suggest if you like movies like X-men or movies with a lot of twists and turns, check this one out. I really enjoyed it.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Push_%282009_film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afT1fAwSr-Q
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Alien Abduction Incident in Lake County – So... if you watch the trailer, it’s more of a documentary on the actual footage. So this is what’s up with this flick. There was a home movie that... may or may not show an actually alien abduction. The version I watched is a recreation of it. I’m going to try to find the original one to watch. There is a lot of speculation on if it’s real or not. I guess that really ends on what you believe. The clips in the “trailer” seem more realistic and that’s why I want to check it out. I believe there are things out there that we can’t explain. Check it out... and if you have an original copy, please hook me up.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alien_Abduction:_Incident_in_Lake_County
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVEDSiWzpPM
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The Midnight Meat Train – Great little gore flick. Huge twist at the end, which I still don’t really get but it’s pretty awesome. Great story, lots of blood and guts, and that’s what I like. LOL. Honestly if you like horror you will enjoy this one. Fight fans watch for an appearance of Rampage Jackson!
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Midnight_Meat_Train
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rk4u8dOOEcE
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Grown Ups – This is probably one of the best “friends” comedies in years. The whole time all I could think about was how much this movie is like me and my friends from back home. Literally that’s what we do. We sit around poking fun at each other and remembering the good ol’ days. Plus as much as I like Sandler’s new batch of dramedies, but this one has none of that really heartfelt want to cry your eyes out stuff. It’s a great one to watch with a group of your closest friends.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grown_Ups_%282010_film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZB44Ea1A0k
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The A-Team – I liked this one. It’s got a lot of action in it and its super funny. I thought Rampage Jackson did a really good in it. The one guy... I can’t remember his name (I never watched the TV show), but he’s the crazy guy. Man was he funny.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A-Team_%282010%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xay-wurHPA
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The Shortcut – This was alright. It’s the first flick from “Happy Madison’s” new branch called “Scary Madison”. The story is done by the guys that did Granma’s Boy (awesome movie). So I was a little nervous about how good a horror movie would be by them. It was well done. Good story, little cheesy, but all in all decent.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Happy_Madison#Scary_Madison
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWaQcQTvLYM
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Knight and Day – I’m not a fan of Tom Cruise, but this was pretty good. There are some pretty funny parts and some good action sequences. Still not a fan of Tom Cruise. LOL.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knight_and_Day
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAAYcts4GrM
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Predators – I’m a huge fan of this series and I was a little nervous when I heard that Adrien Brody was in it. I didn’t see him as an action star... and I still don’t. I found him annoying. He kept talking all low like a “bad ass”. It reminded me Christian Bale in the batman movies. Now since I am such a big fan I’ll say it was good, but it wasn’t as good as the rest of the saga.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Predators_%28film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u8vZwvP57Y
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Date Night – This was hilarious. Tina Fey is freaking hilarious. The bonus features are the funniest part of the flick. That and Steve with his issues with Mark Walburg. Just watch it you will laugh.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Date_Night
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSV4Y2l7JQg
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The Book of Eli – Pretty sweet. I won’t ruin it, but it’s worth watching. The messages that are throughout the movie are spot on. I’m sure that most people won’t get it.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Book_of_Eli
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKfZrbS79To
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~Dog
Carriers – Well... this movie is friggin’ depressing. There is one part where I actually teared up. Even thinking of it now is giving me a lump in my throat. Now this part to normal people I’m sure won’t make you think the way I do. And I’m not going to go into detail about it, but it was difficult for me to watch. The movie in a whole is pretty good; I mean it’s entertaining enough to keep you watching. But if you are like me I ALWAYS put myself into the movie and with this one... no thank you. Feeling alone like that would be worse than death.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carriers_%28film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwH4bxNK8Os
...........................................................
ZMD: Zombies of Mass Destruction – Not a lot I can say about this one. It’s along the same vein of “Shaun of the Dead”. You have a zombie/comedy. It’s pretty funny. Kinda a kool concept with it being a terror type attack. In my opinion, there is no such thing as a bad zombie movie. The cheesier the better I say!
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ZMD:_Zombies_of_Mass_Destruction_%28film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7fudSMOva4
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Someone’s Knocking At The Door – Now this one was wild man. It’s a totally throw back to the old grindhouse flicks. It’s in and out, you honestly feel like you are on drugs while you are watching this movie. What’s real? What’s not? WHO KNOWS! I don’t even know if this film is out yet. I got a copy passed along to me, so I checked it out. It’s not bad. The start is kinda slow and it almost lost me. Just as I was about to turn it off it started getting better. The sound editing is off. The music is too loud; there are sections where I couldn’t hear the dialog. Which might have been what the director was going for, OR it is simply an unmastered copy that ended up in my hands. It’s worth watching, but it’s very weird... I want to say it’s original, but like I said it’s really got the old gore flavour.
Wiki: None yet.
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8Ltdi0Bnu8
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Push – I know that this came out last year, and I hummed and hawed about watching it. I wish I hadn’t waited. I love movies like this. Ones where there are people with powers and abilities that are way kooler than what we got going on. Plus it has a 15 year old Dakota Fanning and the dude that played the Human Torch. I suggest if you like movies like X-men or movies with a lot of twists and turns, check this one out. I really enjoyed it.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Push_%282009_film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afT1fAwSr-Q
...........................................................
Alien Abduction Incident in Lake County – So... if you watch the trailer, it’s more of a documentary on the actual footage. So this is what’s up with this flick. There was a home movie that... may or may not show an actually alien abduction. The version I watched is a recreation of it. I’m going to try to find the original one to watch. There is a lot of speculation on if it’s real or not. I guess that really ends on what you believe. The clips in the “trailer” seem more realistic and that’s why I want to check it out. I believe there are things out there that we can’t explain. Check it out... and if you have an original copy, please hook me up.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alien_Abduction:_Incident_in_Lake_County
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVEDSiWzpPM
...........................................................
The Midnight Meat Train – Great little gore flick. Huge twist at the end, which I still don’t really get but it’s pretty awesome. Great story, lots of blood and guts, and that’s what I like. LOL. Honestly if you like horror you will enjoy this one. Fight fans watch for an appearance of Rampage Jackson!
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Midnight_Meat_Train
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rk4u8dOOEcE
...........................................................
Grown Ups – This is probably one of the best “friends” comedies in years. The whole time all I could think about was how much this movie is like me and my friends from back home. Literally that’s what we do. We sit around poking fun at each other and remembering the good ol’ days. Plus as much as I like Sandler’s new batch of dramedies, but this one has none of that really heartfelt want to cry your eyes out stuff. It’s a great one to watch with a group of your closest friends.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grown_Ups_%282010_film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZB44Ea1A0k
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The A-Team – I liked this one. It’s got a lot of action in it and its super funny. I thought Rampage Jackson did a really good in it. The one guy... I can’t remember his name (I never watched the TV show), but he’s the crazy guy. Man was he funny.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A-Team_%282010%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xay-wurHPA
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The Shortcut – This was alright. It’s the first flick from “Happy Madison’s” new branch called “Scary Madison”. The story is done by the guys that did Granma’s Boy (awesome movie). So I was a little nervous about how good a horror movie would be by them. It was well done. Good story, little cheesy, but all in all decent.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Happy_Madison#Scary_Madison
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWaQcQTvLYM
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Knight and Day – I’m not a fan of Tom Cruise, but this was pretty good. There are some pretty funny parts and some good action sequences. Still not a fan of Tom Cruise. LOL.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knight_and_Day
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAAYcts4GrM
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Predators – I’m a huge fan of this series and I was a little nervous when I heard that Adrien Brody was in it. I didn’t see him as an action star... and I still don’t. I found him annoying. He kept talking all low like a “bad ass”. It reminded me Christian Bale in the batman movies. Now since I am such a big fan I’ll say it was good, but it wasn’t as good as the rest of the saga.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Predators_%28film%29
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u8vZwvP57Y
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Date Night – This was hilarious. Tina Fey is freaking hilarious. The bonus features are the funniest part of the flick. That and Steve with his issues with Mark Walburg. Just watch it you will laugh.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Date_Night
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSV4Y2l7JQg
...........................................................
The Book of Eli – Pretty sweet. I won’t ruin it, but it’s worth watching. The messages that are throughout the movie are spot on. I’m sure that most people won’t get it.
Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Book_of_Eli
Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKfZrbS79To
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Monday, July 19, 2010
Trip To The Mountains
Had a pretty good weekend. Went to the mountains with the fam, saw a lot of wildlife. It was pretty awesome! Got into a crazy controntation with a neanderthal... that's the best way to describe it. It was insane, I have never seen anyone act like that. Even when I did security, the oeioke were pretty reasonable. Now have you ever been soooo mad that every part of you has to hold back from doing something equally insane? I have had my adrenaline get going pretty good.. but this time my whole body went numb. I couldn't feel my hands for about an hour after this. It was actaully kinda kool. Not in the sense that it's something I want to do all the time, but in the sense that I am happy that even though I was that far, and this guy was really asking for it, that I could still tell myself to turn and walk away. I am sure he will get what is coming to him, and that's all I need. I didn't get beat up and I didn't do something I would regret infront of my kids.
Other than that craziness it was fantastic! I looooove going to the mountains and lakes that there are to offer here. Something so surreal about the whole thing. Seeing animals just walking on the road or right up to you like "ya, this is my house." blows my mind. I have another movies list coming up tomorrow night I think. Been knocking them out lately. More good then bad this time around. I have kooled it on the "B" movies as of late. 90% of it's the same old shit. And I know that really nothing we do is new anymore, but there are still some great ideas out there. You never know maybe you have one.
~Dog
Other than that craziness it was fantastic! I looooove going to the mountains and lakes that there are to offer here. Something so surreal about the whole thing. Seeing animals just walking on the road or right up to you like "ya, this is my house." blows my mind. I have another movies list coming up tomorrow night I think. Been knocking them out lately. More good then bad this time around. I have kooled it on the "B" movies as of late. 90% of it's the same old shit. And I know that really nothing we do is new anymore, but there are still some great ideas out there. You never know maybe you have one.
~Dog
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
WHAT IS WRONG WITH PPL?!?!
** VERY VULGAR **
My co-worker told me not to read the paper.. I didn't listen! MAN, I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED! I can't believe the shit I read this morning. There is a day care in Edmonton (STONY DAY CARE CENTRE) that has had their license revoked. You want to know why.. CUZ THEY AREA ABUSING THE KIDS! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! Some of the problems they have found.. some kids were force fed until they puked.. THEN they were forced to eat the puke mix with the food. These people need to fucking die! It might sound harsh, but I think this is something that needs to be done. People need to be reminded that they can't harm children.. poor helpless children. Some kids were humiliated after having toilet issues.
THE BEST FUCKING PART!!!!!! - The government was aware if complaints against the day care SINCE 2008 and again in 2009??? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?? WHY? WHY does our fucking government not go in, charge these assholes, close down the fucking place and burn it to the goddamn ground. So the day care was issued the notice on July 9th and it doesn't have to close until July 15th?? C'mon.. close the shit down NOW! The government should step in and set up something for the families of this place and help them get into a new facility. They knew about this shit for 2 years. They should cover the day care for these families until they can get one themselves.
This is one reason that I will NEVER put my kids in day care. It might sound crazy, but shit happens and when you have little ones they don't know to tell you or they are told not to tell you.. it's a fucking nightmare!
I just paused and had a 15 minute rant with my coworkers.. lol.. There needs to be some criminal charges pressed against all these people and them never work in the industry again. I could go on forever on this..
~Dog
My co-worker told me not to read the paper.. I didn't listen! MAN, I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED! I can't believe the shit I read this morning. There is a day care in Edmonton (STONY DAY CARE CENTRE) that has had their license revoked. You want to know why.. CUZ THEY AREA ABUSING THE KIDS! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! Some of the problems they have found.. some kids were force fed until they puked.. THEN they were forced to eat the puke mix with the food. These people need to fucking die! It might sound harsh, but I think this is something that needs to be done. People need to be reminded that they can't harm children.. poor helpless children. Some kids were humiliated after having toilet issues.
THE BEST FUCKING PART!!!!!! - The government was aware if complaints against the day care SINCE 2008 and again in 2009??? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?? WHY? WHY does our fucking government not go in, charge these assholes, close down the fucking place and burn it to the goddamn ground. So the day care was issued the notice on July 9th and it doesn't have to close until July 15th?? C'mon.. close the shit down NOW! The government should step in and set up something for the families of this place and help them get into a new facility. They knew about this shit for 2 years. They should cover the day care for these families until they can get one themselves.
This is one reason that I will NEVER put my kids in day care. It might sound crazy, but shit happens and when you have little ones they don't know to tell you or they are told not to tell you.. it's a fucking nightmare!
I just paused and had a 15 minute rant with my coworkers.. lol.. There needs to be some criminal charges pressed against all these people and them never work in the industry again. I could go on forever on this..
~Dog
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Things changing..
So.. there have been some things that have happened lately. As my 10 followers know by now my wife got a job driving for a delivery service. She was rear-ended on Monday (July 5th) by a drunk Russian 19 year old. There was a 16 year old in the car as well. Both were drinking from the open vodka container that was in the front of the vehicle when the slammed into my wife's vehicle. She has some severe whiplash that put her on the couch for over a week pretty much in tears daily. I took some time off to help her out and let her rest.
The other bit of news has been that my uncle died last week. It's weird, cuz we didn't really get along with him in the later years, but I still feel a loss. I think it's more pointed toward my cousins with them losing their father. He wasn't much of one, but still there is that part of you that will forever hang on to that little slice of paternal life you will always wish you had. I think it's going to be the same when my father passes. We aren't close, I have tried, and I have cut him out, and I have tried again, and so on. The most I have got from him in the past years is updates on my facebook status. At this point I expect nothing from him, and it seems to be working. Low expectations, that's the key. Which is sad, but I'm actually happy for the first time in a long time dealing with that shit. I know I'm stemming off topic a little. Maybe it's just me wrapping my head around this shit. Anyway.. sleep tight!
~Dog
The other bit of news has been that my uncle died last week. It's weird, cuz we didn't really get along with him in the later years, but I still feel a loss. I think it's more pointed toward my cousins with them losing their father. He wasn't much of one, but still there is that part of you that will forever hang on to that little slice of paternal life you will always wish you had. I think it's going to be the same when my father passes. We aren't close, I have tried, and I have cut him out, and I have tried again, and so on. The most I have got from him in the past years is updates on my facebook status. At this point I expect nothing from him, and it seems to be working. Low expectations, that's the key. Which is sad, but I'm actually happy for the first time in a long time dealing with that shit. I know I'm stemming off topic a little. Maybe it's just me wrapping my head around this shit. Anyway.. sleep tight!
~Dog
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